today i stayed home again dint go to school just stayed home cuz i need to rest my kidney XD i actually feel finer but my mama said ishould not go to school since its still hurting a bit and it is hurting a bit and my doctor also said rest for four days...i played and up to now i am still playing luna online and am lvl 57 lol...i will not go to school tom and idk why but i feels guilt and doubt and sad....u see i dont rily wnt to go to school for exams but i know that if i dont taake exams this week i will have a hard time nextweek and thats true....i stil need to take rest althou i think i can go to school but i dont rily wnna do exams....so my decision is i will not go to scholl this week review the  ntbk i toook home onn fri do some asssignments for next week then on monday take home all the rest of ntbks for the remaining exmas review...and i will review in advance so i will not rily hustle....i hope i can just stay awake up to 11 or even 12. nothing can remove the way i feels ryt now...i feel that God is making me doubt in wht i need to do...all i need is support for my decisions....u see i feel that my grades this qqtr is low and if ever i finished my exams and i see my grades with line of 7 i will rily feel bad..i wnt to stay in that school....so much so whtever my grade this qtr will be i hope that God will give me aannother chance to make high next qtr and for the rest of the qrts i will do everything to stay in that school for me and my parents....all i need is support and blessing from God....please give me strenght.