Tuesday, November 03, 2009
today i stayed home again dint go to school just stayed home cuz i need to rest my kidney XD i actually feel finer but my mama said ishould not go to school since its still hurting a bit and it is hurting a bit and my doctor also said rest for four days...i played and up to now i am still playing luna online and am lvl 57 lol...i will not go to school tom and idk why but i feels guilt and doubt and sad....u see i dont rily wnt to go to school for exams but i know that if i dont taake exams this week i will have a hard time nextweek and thats true....i stil need to take rest althou i think i can go to school but i dont rily wnna do exams....so my decision is i will not go to scholl this week review the ntbk i toook home onn fri do some asssignments for next week then on monday take home all the rest of ntbks for the remaining exmas review...and i will review in advance so i will not rily hustle....i hope i can just stay awake up to 11 or even 12. nothing can remove the way i feels ryt now...i feel that God is making me doubt in wht i need to do...all i need is support for my decisions....u see i feel that my grades this qqtr is low and if ever i finished my exams and i see my grades with line of 7 i will rily feel bad..i wnt to stay in that school....so much so whtever my grade this qtr will be i hope that God will give me aannother chance to make high next qtr and for the rest of the qrts i will do everything to stay in that school for me and my parents....all i need is support and blessing from God....please give me strenght.
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Monday, November 02, 2009
today i just played luna online for the whole day but until eve i dint get to lvl 57 i died and died.....i played truth or dare with my friends online and i feel happy with them....today too i ahve decided i wont go to school for the whole week but i am kind of doubting/.......
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Sunday, November 01, 2009
today is all saints day i woke up like 7 cuz me andmama were really tired then i played luna cuz i dint wnna study today i really donti played up to ;like 1 then me and mama watched the movie its alive but we dint get it we just went to ssleep lol and woke up 4 for my medicine then mama cleaned the store cuz my ates were in their province me i just watched tv and my waist really hurts i prayed hard that it will go away and it did after 30 mins cuzx i drank biogesic then i watched final destination 4 really good movie then now i am resting cuz my wound is quite aching i should not be doing any strenuous activities tom ill try to study
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Saturday, October 31, 2009
today i woke up 6 i think today i was scheduled to ultrasound for checking if there are bleeding at morning me and mama and lola ani wacthed shake rattle and roll first then around 9 i was sent to the ultrasound room and i was schecked they saw some blood or some blood that namuo but the doctor said it is kust normal cuz we scratched my kidney so its normal then when i got to my room my mom started paying bills and at first themoney was really short so my mama had to use our allowance forr the month to pay it.....we used taxi up to alabang annd now i am thinking whether i should go to school for exAMs but the doctor said i shoould not first but i dont know....now am resting and also thinking of a decision
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Friday, October 30, 2009
today i am waking up like 2 or 3 in the morning cuz i cant sleep straight in the ospital...i was adimitted in NKI yesterday eve i was room 2029 i slept cuz i was tired with a needle stuck in my hands....today at 10 oclock will be my scheduled biopshy then the time cdame i was brought to the room in a stroller bedthe doctor made me lay with my back facing them or nakadapa.first they put anesthesia and htey made me sleepwhen i woke up i was already in my room. i tried to remember every detail but oonly few came cuz they said they injected me something whergot so i wont be traumatize but i still remember something lol just a lil bit like something is drilling tht time.....this day was really painful cuz the p[art of my kidney was hurting..then i haad to lay down in bed up to 6oclock wiht a sandbag stuck behindn me so my back is really numb then in 6 to 11 i have to only stay in bed and not moved i made it up to that time then when io tried tyo sit down it nhurts si muich but i still have to...lets continue to the next entrty
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
today in the morning our claass sold turon and so many bought!!!!!XDthen in computer time i cried cuz i dint got our poractical test and our teacher is not even helping me but entertaining questions of my classmates well i guess it sreally wrong cuz it s a test am ssorry.in lit we had a quiz unexpected so i got really low how sad....but all thats seems not not important to me cuz tonight we will got to NKI and admit me there and tom is my biopshy....so i think i wont be able to write for tom and for sat. but ill try hopefully its successfulpleasse let it be
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
today was a normal day again. it seems i am becoming mkore close to my english c lassmates i can talk to them now straight and make them laugh i hope this continues....i also got temporary cleared in school cuz our lit teachers said her signatuere is still tempo until we finsihed tomorrows literary analysis and i hope i finished it fast .....and most important info today is the bday of my beloved mama!40th hehehehe.......happpy bday mmama!
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
today school was fine still not finished with clearnace.heres the bad part my service dint fetch me but other tricycle driver i knew him ofcourse but i got irrtitated when my bag hoooked from one of the metaal in the tricycle i threw i bag in the street and acted so bad ad with no manners i cried when i got inside thouse and beggged for Lord's forgivenness i also did one bad act when the girl who is selling pares asked money cuz mama payed wrongly i am always making face idk but i am so irrtiated i am really sorry....my mama bought food for tom cuz its her bday io hope i will be in a good mood cuz i doint wnt to ruin the bdat of mama
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Monday, October 26, 2009
today fromk 7:30 to 10:30 we did jewelry making the speaker is a friend of our TLE teacher i made a headbnd and cellpphone charm but i like the ones the higher level make ID holder so unfair>:(....never then time passed we did not have pe today nevermind why then after school went ru8nuning after teacher sfor clearance lol and i did got some but some hoppefully tom. then its the first day of pratice for PRISAA volleyball i joined i like volleyball; then our coach told us that the court is 9 meters long omg so farXD i hand os so red after the practice but i am detemined to be in that game XD
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
today i woke up 6:30 a bit late cuz i was reallt tired....and start playing Luna online again io planned to arrange my assignments later. today also i got pedicured hehe thats all now i will finalize my assingments and today we got a router for wifi yepee actually its my titos they shared our internet connection and they put a wifi signal so now i can carry my laptop anywhere in the house ......i also them my tito to fixed my guitar and i think he did a lil bit.
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